Good Enough

First I need you to know that I lie I am cruel to my brother I pretend to forget everything you told me I put salt in their coffee I cheated on the test I wanted to make her cry just to see if I could I lied to my mother I hate my new jumper I wanted to scare that woman on the path to see what she would do I am embarrassed by my friends I hate her and her house I pushed that boy down the stairs I wouldn’t let her say anything I lied I locked my grandma out on the veranda and the door wouldn’t open for ages until she said she was going to pee herself I lied I brought a knife to school I like when they’re afraid they leave me alone I stole her phone and forgot I watched them beat you up I didn’t know that it would do that I lie I want everything to be like before even though you were miserable I hate you for making him cry I wish they were dead I lied I said her new boyfriend looked weird I sent that text message to make him feel shit I lie I stole from her house I hoped that spider would fall on your face in your sleep I made my friend believe I am a witch and now she’ll do anything I say I hoped that you would trip and slam into a tree I wish someone would take you to prison I told her all your secrets I lie I told everyone it was you who did that but really it was me that’s not everything it’s just what I can remember just now